Are you going crazy
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When you look at this as a question then there
are lots of different ways of determining the outcome. Are
you going crazy? What does going crazy actually mean? If
you think it means that your mind is full of intrusive thoughts and your heart and stomach are
palpitating when you think about things then I guess you have landed on the right
page.
Before you read on have a look at the video to
the right and see if you think this lady thinks she is going crazy too ;-)
When I first asked myself
are you going crazy, it
was probably one of the worst moments in my life and I still tremble when I think about it today.
But bear with me as I tell you my story and then you can answer your own question of whether you
are crazy or just nuts like me lol
I have always had a stressful job which no
problem you can fully deal with most of the time. Just have a nice glass of wine when you get home
do some exercise and then get yourself off to bed and have a good read. Well all this was pretty
much disturbed when I had my first son who did nothing but scream 24hrs a day due to colic. Man was
I prepared for that not a chance in hell to be fair.
That is why most people do not tell you how
hard it is when you have kids because it would just put you off!!!!!!!!
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And I thought I was prepared for it too!!!!!!!!! Well anyway
the sleep deprivation was just horrendous and I started to struggle at work. Then one of the guys working for me
who was a close friend was found dead in the river. This hit me like a ton of bricks as you can
imagine.
Well I was getting dizzy anyway and I just put it down to
doing too much but decided I should check myself out at the doctors as well. He gave me some vertigo tablets and
sent me on his way like you do. A few weeks later no change.
But then I started noticing that when I was driving in my car
I would start to panic as I went around corners. At work if there was a window behind me I would feel like I was
going to fall out. I cannot tell you how strange this all felt at the time.
Then after being out for a night on the town I woke up and had
a cup of coffee. Then all of a sudden I felt this overwhelming feeling in my mind and everything just exploded. I
couldn't think straight, I was crying at everything, I felt like I had let everyone down, I was having feelings
about hurting my family and kids (which I am extremely embarrassed to tell you).
I phoned the NHS help line and I felt so sorry for the lady on
the other end of the phone. I just wasn't making any sense at all and was crying and hurling information at about
how I thought I was going crazy. At the time I was a passenger in the car and I felt like throwing myself out of
it.

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Once out of the car I couldn't see anyone or be around anyone
without having the feelings of hurting them. I was completely all over the shop. That is when I asked
are you going crazy and
the answer at the time was yes definitely.
This went on for about 4 hours non stop. All I could do was
hold my head in my hands in hope that this was going to stop. I booked an appointment at the hospital and told them
all about it, but they weren't concerned because I hadn't actually hurt anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!! The tablets they gave
me calmed me down a little but the thoughts are very still much with me.
This - little did I know at the time is the
"flight or fight mechanism" or in my case fight. I talk more about this and other subjects in my
newsletter.
So if you ever have to ask are you going crazy then like me
the answer will probably be yes. If you want help with dealing with this then I have years of experience to help
you. You can sign up to my newsletter on the home page for further information.
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